i just dont feel the same

im such a misery , obnoxious and bad g.i dont know what ive done to it rs.i dontknow,i love h.if h have no heart and h bitterheart wont let me in , i will give up soon.we dont have that similarity.we dont have any understanding to each other.f start to do h thing on h own .i shall survive this.i have to.because soon , h will leave me without notice.im so fragile either h.i dont know whether this is a punishment or wht.just stop just stop .im so sorry , maaf kan saya.i cant be the good g.i was wrong then. im wrong forever.if you dont want me , dont start to argue ,just shut up and leave me alone, dont try to make u are right and im wrong. dont blame me. dont blame me because i know i wrong, just go and shut up and dont ever come back.i promise you 1 thing, if you stick with me i will not cheat on you , if u leave ... i dont know you forever.i feel so down to hill . i cant sleep its 2.52 am .tmrrow is the sorrow

TODAY I FOUND MY NEW GLORY

25 September 2010

the date , day i met my true love.

first i saw him ,

at zara men klcc ,

he's really cute by at the time.

i thought we were just a friend.

i do have my second thought of being more than just a friend.

but i keep it in heart.

we got the chemistry.

i keep my self silent ,

i dont talked much .

im afraid.

we went , all over the klcc , and we went to bb

after bb we went to pavi .

first handhold when we tried to acrros the road ,

right infront of lot 10.

then, at pavi u purposed me,

but in a special way , it is romantic.

for me bby , it is the sweetest ever:)

so , i do.

we watched movie,

THE LEGEND OF THE GUARDIANS:THE OWLS OF GA'HOOLE,

we hugged so tight,

you kissed me by the forehead, you kiss my cheeks.

i am so in love with you .

i cant deny , by at that time my love for you increased from 30% to 50%,

i cant see the world.

i just can see you,

its like , you put a spell on me bby.

you hold my hand everysec , you wont let go me.

until , myfriend fetched me up , then

u gimme the last kiss for that night , and i thought , it gonna be last forever,

because ive been in that case where boys dont wanna second date after firs date when he saw that girl was A FAT.

no you left your wallet in my beg ,

so i decided to meet you by tmrrow.

we have JODOH to meet again :)

gua takde baju kurung raya tahun ni

sebabb gua punya bapak sudah bankrap-.- gua tktau nk beli bju apa , bila kau meracau dkt kuantan ni , tkde pon bju pilihn gua -.-decision pling pelik aku buat ialah , suruh naruto gua(appa) beli kan kan gua punya baju krung -.-.Sizuka gua plak tmpah baju kurung coton , tpi gua tk suka sbb coton tu gua rasa boeh bwak layang pg class je -.- .gua nak bju krung yang simple warna putih je , gua suka warna putih nmpk berseri skit di pagi raya , woaaah GITU! dan gua raya bju kurung raya blah naruto gua hanyalah sepsang :) gua suka meh.bnyak2 tk pakai buat apa

Would it be any wrong if i

dahlame tk update bolg , sorry been bsy with my college's stuff , yea dgn drawing lagi , dgn photography lagi-.- semua berterabur.bsy bsy aku pon aku tk siap jugak kerja aku :| how nice!so imjust bored here , missing the owner of Wira WGP ,KANCIL , AND SAGA WPY :( rindu korg sngt , aku tk tau la perasaan meronta2 nk jumpa korg tetiap ari sial , aku tkde life -.- and then lepas aku balik class je msti teringt kot korg , lpas mndi pagi pon tgk cermin , lepastuh teringt kt korg , kadang2 gelak sendri , HOW INSANE AM I. seeeeee? tu je sbnrnye aku nak cerita

hari sabtu aku shopping sedikit

okay today , aku mmg dah plan nk pergi beli belah di TOPSHOP SAHAJA , dan aku plan nak pergi klcc lepas tuh ke ou .so memula aku ke klcc , tgk lah topshop .so tgk2 tu , takde benda , semua baju tak best macm hanjing dan jinjang!aku cari kasut pon macam haram takde langsung -.-.so aku pon bergegas ke ou , smbil ber-BBM dgn ayesha hanis yang teman aku all the way :) . so sweet isnit?so aku pergi ke klc sentral dan naik bas ke bandar utama . duduk dlm bas mcm org bodoh , tgk pendatag asing memenuhi bas -.-. aku plak yang terasa seperti pendatang asing , sbb aku sorg je bumiputera kat situ. hahaah!so aku pon pergi lah jalan sorg2 aku mcm bodoh -.- aku pg tgk topshop lagi skali -.- HAMPEH. tak best so aku continue my journey to miss selfridge.and then i found this one SLING BAG , UBER CUTE with a HORSE on it , mcm no ekor yang ada kuda lari tuh . hahaha and then i just keep the image of it in my heart and mind.so i meracau to the pull and bear , and found this LEOPARD shoes -.- waaaah lovely meh .BTW , i dont wear heels or wedges because i just dont know how:) and im not a bimbo diva !so i snap a picture by my mind and keep it in reallllll heart . so i walk my step to the forever 21 , FUHHH ni gudang baju ke hapa sial ! haha F21 always the gudang baju , rimas aku , and i couldnt find any suits me , while i still on my GOOGLE to buy new shirt, i heard lagu raya , GILA ah f21 pasang lagu raya .wht mat saleh would think of it? will they dance to the m.daud kilau beats?hahah .so i left , because i couldnt find anything. then i walk over to cotton on -.- the cheapest place yet beautiful , couldnt find any jugak , but ada la sehelai due helai , tpi bila think of it if i wear those , it seems like balut nangka , so i think i wanna buy 2 pair of shoees:) and i left ALSO.so i decided to go to the ZARA , yeah , im searching this blazer all the from klcc till here , my loveeeeluy blazer , on sale , YES baby yes ! yea i know it sounds so lame , blazer ya old fashion but , i hve reason why i choose the blazer , because i want to buy something that i can wear at outside and either in college.so i decide to call my father , my phone punya baterry dah tahap nazak , sbb sebok bbm dgn AYESHA SAYANG , muah muah.so aku tipu bapak aku lagi supaya dapt duit lebih , hahahaha ,klau kasut RM79 aku up kan lagi smpai RM99 hahah , kasut je .yang lain tak tipu pon. hehehe , sorry abah! so bila dah msuk duit dlm bank aku pon rushing2 beli barang -.- wowwwi kezawiii! nmpak mcm bnyk je aku beli brg pdahal , skit .beg plastic je bnyak.so aku beli la apa yang aku nak which is , 1 bag , 3 pair of shoes and blazer . semua tu untuk raya -.- sikit bukan?skrg dah pukul 6 , so aku trpaksa naik teksi dri ou ke station kelana jaya and from kelana jaya to kl sentral and from kl sentral to shah alam . aku pon balik kerumah terus , aku berbuka dalm keretapi dgn minum air , pukul 830 bru aku smpai rumah dan makn nasi -.- sbb aku janji nak berbuka dgn mak aku .mak aku masak lauk kesukaan aku , best gilaa !

THANKYOU MAMA LUFF LUFFF YOU -.-

kesimpulan perjalanan aku

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menyeluk ikan

the SATURDAYS

teman la sia mangkuk2 ayun ni main futsal -halim , ejat dan hakim .amar tk main , sbb bulu kaki dia bnyk , berat nak spk bola, alih2 aku dtg tgk dorg tk main , si hakim je main. hahahahaha. berpeluh2 hakim.aku nk bgtau nih , aku nmpak bulu ketiak hakim hahahah! MESSY sial bulu ketiak kau .lepas ke sportplanet seksyen 16 , bergerak ke klang bawah skit ,dekat berkeley corner kitrg lepak ramai gila , nak dekat 15 org kot?bapak ah! hahahaha yang penting SEBELAH AKU TU COMEL .lepastuh kan halim dah jauh gila , duduk diam takde mood , aku usha je mamat bontot mantap ni, dia ada problem la tuh , lantak kau , yang si hakim ni tak habis2 mintak maaf sbb pukul aku , sakit dohhhhh! lepastuh sampai sudah air aku.aku minum fresh oren , hakim belanja,*KOT? hahahahayang penting aku tggal macm tu je weeeee hooooooooo!lpastuh kitrg blik pon deyda ade hal pnting kna jga mkcik dia.tpi aku rimas , mak dia asyik call ,padahal kasi je laa deyda pergi ke kpj terus . hahaah mungkin dorg nak beleter kt deyda kot .PADAN MUKA DEYDA*hahahaha lek coool bhai:) ahaha deyda pon tak bawak kreta sbb mak dia nk guna at first place , so si amar la yang jemput kitrg , so balik pon pinjam kreta amar ,andthen halim yang akan hantar amar ke shah alam selepas abis tgk bola, aku jaga kereta amar sbb kreta dia tingkap tak leh tutup , depan seven e,aku ketakutan .sbb aku sorhg je , aku dah pikir bebukan . mana tau RUBY aku tetiba kena rompak , aku punya stormy lagi -.- takut taaau! wakakakakaka! balik tu amar anta , dia bebel sorng2 -.- sumpah mcm bapak org . aduh . thanks AMAR anta gua balik ya.

we are having our serious date!

hai , aku lagi !mmg la aku lagi , kan ni blog aku .haha tkkan blog siti nurhaliza kot.aku ingin menguar nguarkan , aku bersantap dengn mereka2 yang tersayang , muaaaaah ketat2 *euuu geli gile !*hahahaahhaahha sabo je la , kitrag smpai , tggu si amar , lembab gile sbb jam , aduhh , dah sampai tanya direction lagi satu hal ,nasib baik smpai jugak akhirnya . Amar hafizi dtg dgn ambut BUDAK SEKOLAH DIA OR BAPAK ORG , KEMAS LA SIAL -.-"adik nak eprgi skolah ke dik?"dgn ketinggian agak2 aku boleh dodoi dia . haaha lepastuh kitrg pot pet pot pet .and then kitrg order makanan , tak saba nak berbuka nih .aku order SCHNICTZEL BREADED CHICKEN WITH FRIES AND GARDEN SALAD AIR PULA,SODA BLUEBERRY PEPPERMINT POP.HALIM :NASI LEMAK DGN MANGO PASION FRUIT*kot.HAKIM pula:NASI LEMAK WITH AIR LEMON *kot? .EZZAT:DEEP FRIED CHICKEN WINGS DGN AIR VANILLA SHAKE DGN FRUIT PUREE *kot.AMAR:CHICKEN CHOP DGN AIR SODA BLUEBERYY PEPPERMINT POP.DEYDA:AYAM TENDERLOIN DGN AIR -.- NTAH LA JANJI RM 7.00. best gilee! lepas pergi FULLHOUSE , ktrg pergi merempat dalam jam dkat PETALING street tangkap2 gmba !lepas merempat kat PS kitrg shoot DOWNTOWN CHERAS.YEA , hidup gua dgn mereka2 monyet ni suka jalan jam , best , bila jam , boleh turn kereta borak2 tepi jalan mkn pisang goreng , boleh brsila lagi minum coke , tadehal la gua ckp.lagi satu bila jam ni , aku boleh habis kan satu album lagu , bags bukan? lebih tip top lagi , gua dpt hafal no plate kreta kt depan . mmg best:)

degn kreta halim ada bendera kecik nya . hahaha dari jauh boleh AIM la sia,after we hit the downtown , sbb dah fed up dgn jam espcially budak PD tuh *hahahahaha

kitrg meracau dekat ASIA CAFE.la pulak , minum2 lagi , wohooooooooooo! pot pet pot pet lagi.masing2 dah lemau , lepastuh dorg boleh bantai makan lagi -.- tak penah kenyang !!!!!!

and I FEEL LIKE GOING OUT DGN ADIK BERADIK :)

DEYDA CKP -KERETA KANCIL YANG PALING SIAL PERNAH AKU JUMPA