i just dont feel the same

im such a misery , obnoxious and bad g.i dont know what ive done to it rs.i dontknow,i love h.if h have no heart and h bitterheart wont let me in , i will give up soon.we dont have that similarity.we dont have any understanding to each other.f start to do h thing on h own .i shall survive this.i have to.because soon , h will leave me without notice.im so fragile either h.i dont know whether this is a punishment or wht.just stop just stop .im so sorry , maaf kan saya.i cant be the good g.i was wrong then. im wrong forever.if you dont want me , dont start to argue ,just shut up and leave me alone, dont try to make u are right and im wrong. dont blame me. dont blame me because i know i wrong, just go and shut up and dont ever come back.i promise you 1 thing, if you stick with me i will not cheat on you , if u leave ... i dont know you forever.i feel so down to hill . i cant sleep its 2.52 am .tmrrow is the sorrow